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What a day. Just got out of training.. blah
posted by Jae Ann @ 9/22/2005 04:30:00 PM
Thursday, September 22, 2005
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Sounds like lots of fun =o).......So, you can stil receive incoming calls on your phone? I didn't know that, I thought the whole she-bang was gone! Do you know how long you have until that happens? Love you! BTW, I am back with Adelphia, thank God! I could only take about 5 minutes of that dial up shit. After like the 14th time I got booted off for no reason, I wanted to go and kick AOL's ass. (Whoever that ass belongs to and where ever that ass is located was not a concern of mine at that moment!LOL) Anyways, hope to talk to you soon!
And, Golly Gee, what is it with this word verification shit? I feel like I am at an eye exam. My sight must be way worse than I ever thought because it seems like I only type in the correct letters about 50% of the time! =o)
sorry. i was getting too much spam. If you know what I mean. Yeah you can call me. I thought I told you that. I miss you. It will be just a matter of days.. before all this happens. blah.I got to get back to work. I updated my the story of jae.. but i need to finish it.
Donnell.... can you call me when I get off work.. or at midnite when I get home...
<3 U!
Donnell, I'm sorry things went the way they did last nite. I do care for you, and I'm sorry I am the way I am. I'm sorry I did what I did. I just wish I could do something to get you to forgive me.
I really wish you would at least talk to me this weekend, and see if there is anything we can do, or anything I can do, to help save our friendship at least.
Love,
Julie
I'm not trying to bother you Donnell. I care for you,and about you, and I'm sorry I didn't show it. I understand why you would hate me and not care about me. if you want me to move on, thats fine, but i'm not going to be dating anyone else anytime soon. 1. I'm not ready, 2. I have to focus on school, and 3. I have to work on myself, because I can work on a relationship.
I realize so many things.. and it scares me. I feel like such an asshole for all that happened. I have to find something to fulfill me without having to run into a man's arms and be held. I have to learn to comfort myself, without feeling like I want to hurt my self or die.
I wish you would come down and visit us sometime, but that is up to you. You are invited anytime. (open invitation..) and Darians bday is the 28th, so we will prolly do something then. (october) I'll be in school so I'll be busy, most days.. including the saturdays in October.
I'm sorry you don't care. I wish you did. And If you don't want me to bother you, I wont.
Love,
Julie
I am attracted to you Donnell. I love the way you hold me.. and kiss me... and make love to me. I think you are sexy,and I love how strong you are. I love that I feel taken care of when I'm with you. I love that I feel you'd give me anything I want. I love that you knew I'd do the same.
Please just tell me what can I do? I don't want him. I don't need him. I want you in my life, and I need you too. If not as my bf, then at least as my friend. I understand why you don't want to be, but I would forgive you, if things were reversed.
Plus. He's never met Darian, and I really don't want him too. She would never like him the wasy she does you.
Donnell.. I don't want you to leave me alone. I want you to forgive me. I know it may take time, but I don't want you to push me away. I want you to stick around. Just things moved to fast. My mind has been so fucked up lately... and you keep pushing me away, and before all this happened you still wanted things to be over any time we had a conflict. I don't want her to love him. He wouldn't be good for her or me. I've told you this many many times. I feel like you aren't listening to me.
Donnell, I'm not happy it stopped. I feel like we are going about this really immaturely. She likes you alot Donnell. She loves coming to your house. And she loves picking on you. She would be disappointed if she didn't see you again. As would I. I am not happy it stopped. If I was, I wouldn't be here trying to get you to communicate with me, and to work things out, so we can at least be friends, and be there for one another. You can believe what you want to believe... but i'm not going to be with him. I don't want him. I want someone that truely cares about me. I want someone who cares about my daughter. I want someone who doesn't party or smoke. I want someone who can understand me
whatever you want donnell.. whatever you want. its not my choice
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